Bilingual #1 - Living an Art of Life

Photo of one of corner inside my college. Here is where I usually relax, ...as long as it's quiet and not many people there...

Om Swastyastu. 

This 2025 will be my 7th year of college. Wow, I've been in college for a long time. My college journey was indeed full of failures, which were caused by my stupidity. Really, I'm willing to be called a fool by you guys. But I also think, it's okay if I do stupid things during my youth. Even, not only in youth, but this continues until we die. I mean, besides the fact that it's already passed, that experience showed me that I am indeed an ordinary human being. And as ordinary humans, we are blessed with extraordinary power by God, the Almighty One. Do you know what that power is? It is the ability, which I call "The Power To Continue Growing". Doesn't it mean that when we "grow", we are enjoying the art of our own lives? But that's very funny in my case. If life is an art, then my art genre might be "experimental", or "Progressive Life".

You know, I often see how enjoyable other people's school lives are. How they enjoy their college journey, even though there must be difficulties in it. That often makes me cry. I thought, 

"Hey, how can you guys enjoy your school journey? Why can you guys really enjoy it?"

One thing, I will never enjoy in my life is a fun school life journey. The opportunity to ever have that experience, is now completely passed. I'm 25 years old this year, after I graduate from college, I have to work. And I hope, when I enter the professional career life, I can live it happily. I mean, it doesn't mean I crave happiness in my life all the time. I'm not a perfectionist like that. But I believe, if we enjoy what we do, no matter how difficult the problem is, we can definitely get through it. I realize that, and I will not always demand happiness in my life. That is really impossible.

But no matter how difficult my college journey is right now, I have started to feel relieved. There are so many people who support me, after the storm we went through. Even though I am an "annoying monster", they really sincerely support me. Really, I'm not lying. All the bad things that are happening right now really give me a valuable life lessons. Now, a little bit more, I will find the light. The light that will guide me to the bright sky of college graduation. With the note, I must keep fighting, and never give up until the end. God bless us, my friends. 

I close my writing with a prayer for your happiness. Thank you for reading.